Letter to "LOVE"

I wrote of you in every of my falling words

And spoke of you in a million languages 

I looked far for you

I searched the streets of time for you

I searched beyond the stars and their constellate

beyond the source of the sun and the planets for you

Yet you I found

I found you where time exist not

Where nights faded not and morning misses it’s turn

Where the sun smiles and the moon goes naked 

Yet I found you in a woman’s fickleness

For you I stripped naked of myself

Stood frozen at thy glorious presence 

I watched myself betray itself for you

I gazed as it gave it sanity away 

And cloth every judgement in your name

I heard they call you “Affection”

But I preferred a better caption to you speckles 

Those glimmer of perfection 

I make dreams of in my feeble mind

Oh “LOVE”

I have watched myself

Laugh and found comfort in your company 

Like a breast milk to a childs tongue 

I have stood and watched

my very own heart 

beat it’s drum to your rhythm

Whilst l gave out my precious juice

Without a seek for recompense 

Alas!

I have stood and watch

My heart faded for your very sake

Wilting away like trampled rose

I have watch 

Whilst my heart frozen into stiffness like a refined crystal

Frosted like a Wine glass in winter 

My emotions have she make merry of

My feelings have she poured out

To quench the selfish thirst running down her throat

My sore is unclothed 

My wound still runs deep

All because i seek of you 

In the wrong hands

 Oh! what a loss.

BROKEN

My pen inks in pain with flows of rhythm in my syllables,
ink of emotions spills across my book; searching for miracles.
Our love transcend visibly in a prism wherein our emotions are true,
A perfect economy of true love so impossible to construe.
Here I am thinking of the life we lived and the memories we shared,
The sparks of emotions we created; how much we cared.
Sounds of the bliss and whispers of our love that could be heard,
In our quite moment of affections it was just you and i not a third.
our love could be felt descending from the skies we were under,
Never was there an iota of fear; not a thing to bother.
Our love could travel the world and split the heavens cover,
And this feeling we had was more than all of earths wonder.
I had you in my heart whispering to my soul,
And when you're not with me i'm never in one whole.
When I'm around you I can even hear the stars speak,
Confessing how our love humbles the heavens making it weak.
You were all I had thought in life and in my dream,
And I had felt this perfection that could only be found in heaven's realm.
But life happened and destroyed it all,
Can you hear my heart splitting as it fall?.
Each is a fragment that bleeds of my undying love for you,
Despite how real it is, this love wasn't good enough for you.
No matter how much I try; you will forever be a part of me,
Even though this love is defied and never meant to be.
I was blind; now I understand the expression that love isn't always right.
And breaking everything that I was; can you sleep with a smile at night?
Broken by fate; I shed my tears every night when I cry,
But you live happily like there's a new rainbow in the skies.

EVERYTHING'S CHANGED

My pen inks in pain with flows of rhythm in my syllables,
pouring inks of emotions; hoping for miracles.
Our love transcend visibly in a prism wherein our emotions are true,
But fate descends on us with infamy impossible to construe.
Losing sight of the love that once embraced us,
An ambiance of profound emotion that runs deep between us.
Dedicated to our calling of togetherness; committed to this quality of perfection,
Perfectly connecting our souls into a sight of sacred affection.
We could hear the wave of our heartbeat beating as one,
As we could feel the flame of our love; unquenchable as it burn.
We could taste the realness of this love that finds us,
It deeper emotion that binds us and it sacredness that keeps us.
We could take an unflinching stare towards each other,
And vow this love we both share would last forever.
We could see life and walk through it in a perfect view,
But therein fate steps in with its incurable flu.
Everything is changed,
 Our love is betrayed.
Our heart is bleeding,
Am here in my room sicking.
People telling me it's destiny; it's pointless fighting it,
All the drama in my life; I just don't want to face it.
Cos it's you that keeps me breathing; not fate,
It's you I want to be my first and last date.
So no matter what FATE has for us,
 We will win!!, We will succeed!!,we will marry!!!,we will triumph!!!.

#PoemByStan

ALONE IN THE DARK

Alone in the darkness; inside a broken heart,
Sitting on the throne of pain; a remaining particle of a broken soul,
My wound is love; it has once been my anchorage and my port of will in this abstruse world,
My pen is bleeding dark ink; feebly searching for emotional resilience,
maps of tears stain searching for pathway to the island of bliss,
What else but Love; the reason for my pain; the reason for the scar of misery I bear,
The anguish and despair masking these emotional challenges I raced,
the torment of the soul i enrage and shadows of the abyss that follow me to every place,
if you could understand the language of my heart,
the silent screams; the violent dreams echoing beneath the pit of my fragile mind,
Concealing the lingering shiver of hurts with fake smiles,
Trying to forget the lies and how deep fake love hurts,
Exhausting my emotional strength fighting this sting of pain,
The pain that cannot be expressed in words but crying,
Sitting in the darkness; tears flowing from my eyes like streams,
Cursing the heartless; for ruining my life and killing my dreams,
Questioning myself if it was possible for my heart to be fixed and repaired?
The shadow on the wall with fear instilled and despairs,
Sitting in the darkness with no hope remaining,
With nothing but a broken heart in the wish that life would replace it.

HER HEART POEM

Her heart dearth to speak; her heart longeth ears to listen,

Her thoughts fused with emotion enough to stop the cycle of life season.

Her words written on template of pain; carefully structured beyond minds,

A flow of malaise and melody; that which no song can transcript her poetic chimes.

Her heart made from nothing but broken pieces of failed trust,

An object of man's infatuation; a guest at the table of human lust.

She is a mermaid who dwelled and swim at the ocean of her own tears,

Struggles of her emotional world; a conflict against temptations and desires.

This is a letter from a distorted heart; scarred; slashed; shattered and broken into fragments,

Silent dreams, serenaded fantasies; Wretched Agony, Confusion surrounding every segment.

This is a poem from a heart that seeketh some semblance and Sepulchral feeling,

This is a plea from a broken lady that is in need of a taste of love and its healing.

If you could understand the language of her heart; the unheard scream bursting through her guts,

The pain that she feels; internal burns beaming around all her emotional thoughts.

She is tired; tired of hurt, tired of a repeating cycle of heart breaks,

She no longer wants to be put through emotional trials and heart aches.

She's tired of enduring the pains; tired of tears traveling down the road of her soft cheek,

She seeks for affection; consort and above all true love at its peak.

She wants to stop bleeding; she wants to keep breathing,

She wants to keep living; she longs for true love and its deeper meaning.

Somebody save her; somebody embrace her,

Somebody hold her; somebody love her.

Somebody show her the way to emotional ecstasy,

Someone take her off the trail of pain; far away from island of lust and its fantasy.

Someone play her the melodies of true romance; the tune of angels plucking a string from harps upon each droplet,

Bliss of paradise soothed and well grinded than the taste of chocolate.

Someone please get to her; save her before she loses her mind,

For she is an epitome of beauty; a rare gem of a lady who is hard to find.      

FORSAKEN LOVE

Broken hearts, love's deceit, 

pieces fall down to my feet. 

Broken promises, love's a lie, 

puddles form from tears I cry. 

Broken dreams, love's illusion, 

sorrowed cause of your intrusion. 

Broken hope, love's a game, 

doesn't last, ends the same. 

Broken sleep, love's the cause, 

digs at me with sharpened claws. 

Broken spirit, love of sorrow, 

stolen now is my tomorrow. 

Broken life, love is lost, 

Broken now and that's the cost.

THE BROKEN LADY STORY

Her tears are falling; Her heart is hurting,

Thoughts cloud her mind; was all that time really worth it?

Regretting every moment; every memory,

Crying because it hurts and there is no remedy,

Trying to forget what they shared; their melodies.

Wishing that it never happened; that she fought her destiny,

But just sitting back and taking it because it's meant to be.

Her heart broken in two pieces; swearing on her love,

Trying to forget the magical moment; like heaven above.

She falls to her bed; lying down against it looking up,

Millions of thoughts on her mind; the pain is too much.

Questioning her life and what she did to lose it,

picking up the phone to tell him she loves him,

Ready to ask him that she'll do anything to prove it.

But he cuts off the phone and she is left speechless,

as her heart beats grow slower; her love is a weakness.

She sits in a corner; crying over the fact he cheated,

Swearing to never again to trust love; never again believe it.

Broken; full of misery and sorrow; left alone,

This is what happens if you treat them wrong; you break their souls.